11.12.2007

Lauren's Letter

I'm sorry for everything I said,
and for anything I forgot to say too.
When things get so complicated,
I stumble, at best muddle through.
I wish that our lives could be simple.
I don't want the world,
Only you.
I wish I could tell you this face to face,
But there's never the time,
Never the place.
This letter will have to do.
I love you.

-Aida

I don't want the world. I only want you, but you are not here. You are somewhere out there living your life without me. I want you to hurry up and find me. I don't want to rush God's perfect timing, but I want his timing to be now. I want you more than ever. I don't even know how I could want you so badly without even knowing who you are, but it is happening. My heart feels like it is going to burst if you don't get here soon. I love you. Come soon.