11.12.2007

Lauren's Letter

I'm sorry for everything I said,
and for anything I forgot to say too.
When things get so complicated,
I stumble, at best muddle through.
I wish that our lives could be simple.
I don't want the world,
Only you.
I wish I could tell you this face to face,
But there's never the time,
Never the place.
This letter will have to do.
I love you.

-Aida

I don't want the world. I only want you, but you are not here. You are somewhere out there living your life without me. I want you to hurry up and find me. I don't want to rush God's perfect timing, but I want his timing to be now. I want you more than ever. I don't even know how I could want you so badly without even knowing who you are, but it is happening. My heart feels like it is going to burst if you don't get here soon. I love you. Come soon.

1 comment:

-Megan J W- said...

ok...you really need to read "when dreams come true!!" wow. yes you do. i think you would really love it. and i think it would help. to help you know that god is there and he has his hand in all of this (even the love part of your life) if only you give it too him. which i know at times can be hard. i struggle with it every day.
but yeah. remind me. and i will def let you read it!